After I had Esmae I carried a lot of trauma that I never healed from. Emotions that I brushed aside and never dealt with. I didn't think I was strong enough to deal with them so I hid from them. Meaning that when I got pregnant with Indie, everything multiplied. I had all the emotions that I had supressed from Esmae's pregnancy/birth resurface on top of the feelings I then had to deal with this new child I was carrying.
Secret baby
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